Frank's blog about Integrity

This is sooo true, and Yes, I want to be in it, by God's grace. Change me, Lord...

This was what Frank wrote:

"Integrity, honesty, responsibility. I begin to put a post-it note on my steering wheels with those words written on there. I am the first one to confess I have the flaky, full of excuses tendancy in me, but now I am going to put a stop to it.
Let’s learn to say no, when we can’t commit to something, instead of “maybe” “i’ll let yo know.” Let’s learn to be commited to the things we have promised, even if it means dragging your lazy ass out of bed and put on a smile for your friend.
I have the confidence that as I change my lifestyle, not only will my social life improve, but also in my career.
Just watch, those who live a lifestyle with Integrity, honesty, responsibility, will outshine those who don’t. Are you in with me?"

Yes, Lord... Burn them away...

Daily Office, Week 2 Day 4 - Midday / Evening Prayer

Yes, Lord... Burn them away... The selfishness, self-centeredness, jealousy, fakeness, pretense, impatience, and all the "other motives" behind why I do things I do.
Save me from the poison that flows in my veins, from that which keeps me from your Light.
Fill me with You like a sponge is filled with water, and may I continue soak myself in You.
Transform me... make me over into my true self, the way You originally intended me to be.
I want to be my true self, God... But I don't know how... I need You!

Not liked....

Terribly feeling not being liked right now... especially by my housemates...

I'm sorry, God... I'm such a failure...

I don't know... but their little 'fakeness' just make me can't help but to see that they don't like me. Or am I being suspicious? But I guess my emotional unhealthiness could've been 1 of the reason I've failed to shine...

God... helppp....