I'm trying very hard to find a word to describe my condition n feeling right now, my frustration... But... Just dunno what the word is..
Wu liao? no.. helpless? no.. clueless? not really.. wu... (dunno what).
It's a situation where I know and realize clearly that where I am at now is not where I'm supposed to be; what I'm doing now is not what I'm supposed to do.. I Know it's all wrong, but yet I dunno where else I can be, what else I can do.. which is really where and what I'm supposed to...
(Know it's not right, but yet dunno what's the right one.. Yeah!!! That is it! But what's the one word???)
It's a very mao dun and uneasy feel... My heart is hao lei hao lei... God, help...
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