Working here, has actually been good... OK, at least :)Good salary, 'OK' workload (well... seasonly, sometimes busy sometimes free, like now, I'm not having anything to do), unkiller bosses who leave you alone as long as u manage n do ur works well, fun n stress-relieving working environment, workplace which is not too far from house, etc.
Yes, from e beginning, I didn't plan to stay here for long, but it's only recently that I strongly felt that I really need to move sooner, I'm not that young anymore to start things. Well, in this job, I actually like administration and paper work quite well, especially the tender preparation part (that was also why I decided to take up this job), but because it's out of my area of exxpertise, there are certain areas that I can't still work independently, especially the Technical Proposal. It seems that I couldn't really give significant contribution here, and I hardly improve effectively. So, I really feel the need to move on to IT-related field where I can improve, expand, and build a better career.
After all, the main reason is that "I don't want to be 'calefare' forever!" Is this a sign of the "Hunger for Significance"? haha... I think so... well.. gotta finish reading the book soon :)
But most and foremost, God... please show me Your way... Yeah... You'll always be the 'Controller', I'll wait on You.. knowing that You'll provide me the best.. the best which is not according to my eyes, but what You think is the best for me. Thank You, Lord...
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