Feel so guilty I took cab to office again this morning. Hopefully, it's for the last time at least for the next half year, or for the rest of my ATS life (hopefully not so long more)
Felt so unmotivated to go to work recently. I guess, the ambiguous task is one of the causes. And recently, they bidded a tender, which after knowing the result n assuming that they will impossibly get the contract, simply bo chap to answering the TCQ, pushing here n there.
(Afternote: but today finally submitted)
19.20pm: still in the office, don't feel like going home (hui qu you zhen yang ne??)
Today's really down with severe 'blue'... I'm sorry God for all I am today, full of sigh and unmotivation..
Psalm 6:2-4
2 Be merciful to me, LORD, for I am faint;
O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agony.
3 My soul is in anguish.
How long, O LORD, how long?
4 Turn, O LORD, and deliver me;
save me because of your unfailing love.
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