*Started typing this on last Thursday, but didn't manage to finish and post. I'm gonna continue now :)
So I was and am still really thankful for what God's done in me while nobody else kno how stressful and troubled I was during this 2 week. But one thing I learn, though situation is still bad, you can always see God's favor and grace in midst if you choose to set your eyes on them and really acknowledge them.
2 weeks full of my heart yielding to God. Hectic weeks with not only bunch of works delayed previously by XXX's staff and then, when some incident happened, out of their panic, thrown to us to complete, but also pressure from here and there and requests from boss for statistics and records for them to defend before XXX. Stress! That's how I was during those days.
What made me frustrated and fed-up the most is the people from XXX whom I have to deal with. Cowards and double-headed snakes.
Today kinda back to normal. I can more peacefully do my work, scheduling, reporting, doing quotation as per normal. NExt week need to go to XXX to meet those 'childish' people to see their requirement to amend my records in such a way that they can keep track of the faults easily, which I thought is actually their job. What to do? we are a contractor, and they are our act-'king' client.
Despite that I still sin and compromised, when I thought I didn't deserve to receive His favor, He still poured His favor on me. And throughout the 2 weeks of hectic, I could really feel that He was with me. This is what I want to focus at. I am really very thankful that my bosses and Maz, my supervisor, are so understanding and didn't put the blame on me. It is again, ONLY BY GOD'S GRACE.My gratefulness to God made me said this, "I really have to be more radical for Him.. living only for Him"
After all the hectic, I told myself... well... whatever it is.. even if have to be mis-estimated, etc... Don't care so much.. just do my best..
But honestly, I'm kinda unmotivated now... While all those happen, I alwez thought that may be it was something to trigger me to feel the urgency to hunt for a new job, haha..
Note: XXX = name of our client that I'm gonna hide here ^^
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