I sometimes like to type my post in a notepad first then copy and paste it to the blog. And just now when I was clearing my 'private' folder in office computer suddenly I found this post that I forgot to post, haha.. I think it was typed on 2 Oct 09.
Dunno why but today I'm really soo overwhelmed by all that's going on in the world recently... the disaster after disaster... Taiwan, Phillipines, Vietnam, Cambodia and especially now, Padang, Indonesia.It's even very hard for me to concentrate on my work today, and feeling soo down.
This time, not only my heart hurts seeing those who suffer, especially the children who lost everything everyone, stood on the road, surrounded by the ruins, under the rain not knowing what to do where to go, but also my heart is troubled. Troubled of the fact that it is so near already.
During the last sessions of DTC class, we had been talking about sharing the gospel, and we are 'required' to intentionally share gospel with at least 2 people before graduating from the course. High Quest is also about sharing the Gospel. And, CBTL is about the second coming of the Lord as King. These all are really wrapped up by the disasters that happen in one month. I guess this is the first time I felt such a strong feeling of urgency to chuan fu ying and feeling very helpless. I even thought if I should stop all my self-achievement aiming, stop working, to fully serve the Lord, helping people, bringing people to Christ.Acchh... if only I have enough courage to decide so..
But anyway, God.. pls do not let this compassion dim and help me know and obey whatever we can do for now.
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