all by myself...

Today I woke up late... actually just purposely woke up naturally, without alarm..
Then did my bunch of laundry (haven't washed for 2 weeks, due to visitors), watched TV, ate brunch..
Then went to Jurong Point: post Cindy's photo n left behind stuff, went to UOB to get a queue number for account opening, while waiting went to NTUC to buy honey, to Body Shop to update my NRIC, to POSB to update NRIC and to update bank book, to nubox to explore out macbook pro. Then was called by UOB, so went up to open the account. It's good! To have few things done... but.. it's "all by myself...".. very lonely...

Came home, transfer rental to ci Yatty, then went to Paya Lebar with Pho to view house. Not very interesting with the house.
Otw back, in MRT, gave up the seat to an old uncle, i believe he's in Pa's age. His hair and the way he dress is like Pa too. It made me think of Pa. Seeing him being alone made me feel so sad also that Pa's alone back there.. I miss Pa...

Just dunno why is it still so difficult for me to get away from this bad feeling of being away from home.. after so many years.. so many different places.. God.. if it's better for me not to be here, but to be back there, pls do let me know, and show me how..

Anyway... I know I'm not alone... You're with me, God... There are too many things that only You know... my 'xin tiao'...