Yesterday, while walking home, suddenly felt so sad n blue. Birthday is coming soon. 25 years old already, just a few more blinks of eyes to reach 30.
"What have I done???" and "What am I doing now???"
Nothing, except sustaining live.
Ooohh... Noo... It's not supposed to be just this!!! :((
Still single, parents are yet to 'fang xin'... 'n still can't accept the fact and dunno why I have to be living far from my family.
Father... yes, I know You've been giving me all the best and those blessings in my life, and I am so thankful of my life, being born in this family, being in my communities from time to time, the churches, the workplaces, the countries, etc... But, I just feel very guilty, useless, destine-less... Still lost n not knowing where I'm supposed to be, but I want to trust in You, Lord... Yes, trust in You!
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
(Psalm 139:23)
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