Showing posts with label Special Occasions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Special Occasions. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Blue Christmas

Have been feeling blue since that saturday night weird sad dream. Have been quite tired recently. But usually, though tired, but if it's due to the busy-ness of practise etc I would still be so energetic. This time is a bit different, veryyy tired.. may be because now older already also lol.. Was really very tired on Sunday, and I think partly because of the dream also that affect my mood, haha.. 'kam tou tak?"

Today, feeling as if as Christmas is nearer, the feeling is even 'bluer', lost in the crowd.

I told God, "God, I don't know why and what kind of feeling is this, but would you remove this and replace it with the joy and peace which is from You, which despites of circumstances?

And, this song meant a lot to me (sang in last Sunday worship) and made me ponder my ups and downs, lonely struggles, and tears that no-one knows throughout this year. For me, the greatest meaning of Christmas this year is: He is with me. Thank You, Jesus...

Intro: Bb Dm7 Eb F
Verse 1:Bb Dm7 Eb FsusTogether in this place of worship Your greatness we proclaim.Bb Dm7 Eb Fsus FWe stand as one in giving You all glory and aclaim.
Prechorus 1: Gm7 Bb CTo You our hearts are open, F Bbto You our hands we raise. Eb Bb Cm7 Fsus FCome take the place of honour in our lives.
Chorus: Eb F Eb FsusEmmanuel our God is with us. Eb FPrince of peace, Mighty One, Eb Fsusthe ever living God.
(x2)Instrumental: Eb F Eb FVerse 2:Bb Dm7 Eb Fsus See the praises of our Saviour rise to open skies.Bb Dm7 Eb Fsus F With the dawning of redemption, Your glory will arise.
Prechorus 2: Gm7 Bb C For You alone are worthy, here inF BbZion You are praised. Our Eb Bb Cm7 Fsus FLord and King forever You will reign.
Chorus: Eb F Eb FsusEmmanuel our God is with us. Eb FPrince of peace, Mighty One, Eb Fsusthe ever living God. (x2)
Coda: Eb F Eb Fsus Eb F Eb Fsus
Prechorus 1: Gm7 Bb CTo You our hearts are open, F Bbto You our hands we raise. Eb Bb Cm7 Fsus FCome take the place of honour in our lives.
Prechorus 2: Gm7 Bb C For You alone are worthy, here inF BbZion You are praised. Our Eb Bb Cm7 Fsus FLord and King forever You will reign.
Chorus: Eb F Eb FsusEmmanuel our God is with us. Eb FPrince of peace, Mighty One, Eb Fsusthe ever living God. (x6)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Padang update

The numbers by The Strait Times Wed 07 Oct 09. Glad that many countries had started volunteering. I'm thinking what I can do, which organization to donate through... Thinking of the possibility of some ppl who might take opportunity to 'steal' some of the money really hurt my heart. Oh Indonesia... Oh God, pls don't let them have any chance to do so, so all the help n money will 100%-ly go to the needies..




Thursday, October 1, 2009

Children Day breakfast


Stephanie cooked beehon n porridge for our breakfast today. When we asked in what occasion, she said, "Because today is children's day mah, so I cook for all my children lor.." hehe.. she's really truly our nice ATS mother ;)


Sunday, September 27, 2009

Come Bless the Lord (CBTL) 2009 - The Kingship of Christ

Last year I attended the CBTL as a very new comer in BBTC :)
And this year, I'll be joining the choir on stage ^^

This afternoon, we had our 2nd practise, after 2nd service, 2pm-5pm. Yayy... I have ministry-activity (kesibukan) again ;) Thank You, God...

So, Jessie, our Worship Pastor gathered everyone for a message and words of encouragement for a start. The theme this year is about the 2nd coming of Christ as a King who come. Jessie shared that once she was asked by someone, "How much do you believe in the 2nd coming of the Lord?", and so she passed this question on to all of us. When I asked myself, I said, "I believe". But wait... I asked, "But how much are you looking forward to it?", to this I'll say, "I am yet to be excited about it and looking forward to it". I guess, perhaps it's partly because I haven't really been able to 'see' that glorious and "woww..." scene, and partly also because if it happens now at this moment, I don't think I'll be that person who receives any reward, simply because I haven't done anything for Him on the earth. So, the message really stirred me. Before I can sing with a heart of excitement on the 2nd coming of the Lord, my heart really need to be touched by God and His truth. So, as I'll be reading the book of Revelation, Daniel and Joel (as 'instructed' by Jessie), I ask of You oh Lord, the one who revealed to John in the Patmos those days, to open the eyes of my heart n my spirit, to receive a revelation from You, and I'll be able to 'see' the days, that the end times is here, that we're running out of time to save as many souls as possible, before I face You in that new Jerusalem.

Another sentence that captivate my heart:

But the king replied to Araunah, "No, I insist on paying you for it. I will not sacrifice to the LORD my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing." [2 Samuel 24:24]

Yes, God... You deserve my all of all in my service to You. May it be pleasing to You, God...

Btw, I enjoyed the practise pretty much this afternoon ^^

Monday, September 14, 2009

Moved to Bedok Reservoir ~ 12 Sep 2009

So, Friday 11 Sep after work went to the unit for inventory check, key collection and payed everything (advance rental + agent comission). After signing everything, I went off first to accompany Lydia to the "Fire Proof" movie by BBTC. After then, went to Joy's place waiting for Deni who's still in the cellgroup. (Enjoyed myself alone with Joy's guitar for a while...). Had supper with Yew Ling & Cynthia and had a good fellowship n chat :) Went home at 1am, haha..

Saturday, alarm clock was set to 10.30am, but 9 something couldn't sleep any longer and decided to wake up before 10. Major packing and cleaning til 3 something I guess, and took shower then went to Jurong Point with Den, had a meal at Oldtown Coffee.
6pm, started moving the things using Pho's company's pick-up, helped by Ah Kok and Joshua (thank u bunch...), guess what.. 2 trip was needed, haha.. And thank be to God, that evening, they didn't have urgent work and was not raining, so God's favour to give us smooth moving.
Continued with unpacking the stuff til about 11.30pm, exhaused, stopped though haven't finished unpacking. Shower and prepared for DTC class the next morning.
What a exhausting day... aching all over e body... even now still hurt, haha...
And the feeling.. hmm.. yeah.. quite a funny n weird feeling, a feeling of "perpisahan/farewell", haha.. a feeling which is like just about to leave 'home' (true home with family back in Skw). That feeling of sad, blue, and homesick, haha.. even during the 2-day stay, the feeling was like "just arrived" to a new place, a new country, haha.. but this is within Singapore.. I wonder will I feel that way again tonite, hehe..

Oh ya.. I couldn't sleep! First night really had bad sleeping time, back from church continue unpacking n tidying up things, was very tired n sleepy so tried to have nap around 6pm, but still COULD NOT!! haizzz... why am I so fussy in sleeping? But thank God last nite finally slept though a bit hard in the beginning :)
Suppose to wake up at 6am this morning, but 'lai chuang' til 6.18am, showered and got out of house at about 6.40 with pho. Thank God again, while we were walking to bus stop, bus 506 was coming, we saw it and ran after it, so phewww... got to get into the bus.
Guess what, I arrived at bus stop at around 7.35, plus 10 minutes walk, 7.45 reached office.. haha... broke my record.. I AM EARLY!! ^^

And what I love best about this moving? except the nice Bedok Reservoir Park view from bedroom n living room, I now can have myown desk, though not very comfortable.. but you know.. a "myown" place to put myown stuffs, books etc and to just do whatever I want to do :)

Thank You, my God... for everything... for being with us.. guiding us.. providing us with all we need... for being such a wonderful God...

Next, browse for new jobbb... yeah.. by God's grace...

Love You, Abba...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Taiwan 88 - Typhoon Morakot

Typhoon Morakot, the worst typhoon to hit Taiwan in half a century, hit the island’s southern and eastern areas on Aug. 7 and 8. It dumped more than 80 inches of rain on the island and stranded thousands of villagers in mountainous areas in the south. Over 21,000 villagers were rescued to safety.

President Ma Ying-jeou said Friday he estimates more than 500 people have died because of the typhoon. The official death toll, however, is 123.

Most of the deaths are in Shiao Lin village, which lost more than half of its population. Some 380 people are thought to have died in Shiao Lin, due to landslides from the surrounding mountains.

(Sun, 16 Aug 09 - gospelherald.net)

On Aug. 24, 18 Christian celebrities of Taiwan from the film and music industry gathered at an event organized by Chinese Christian Relief Association to use their songs and talents to fund-raise for the reconstruction efforts for the victims of Typhoon Morakot.

The celebrities gathered included some of the heavy-weight super-stars in the music and movie industries, and they are Yueh Sun, Tao Da Wei, Van Ness Wu, Jam Hsiao, Kai Pao-Yu, Samuel Tai, Augustine Yeh, Vicky Chen, Vivien Chen, Jimmy Hung, Sien Vanessa, and etc. Together, they’ve recorded the EP and MV for the song “Taiwan, I Love You”, which will be given as a gift for donations made towards this particular fund-raising effort.

Version of Taiwan Pastor’s singing “Taiwan I Love You”:

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Happy Birthday 2009 ^^

Happy Birthday, Jia Yun... :)
I love you, Jesus loves you soo much, and a lot of people around you love you soo much.

Thank You, Father... for this life that You've given, for age of 25, for all the passages that You've written... And once again I want to thank You to planned me to be born in this family, being a daughter of Pdt. Elyakim Tandy and a great mother, Ev. Law Pee Eng. What a blessing, God...

Thank You Jesus, Pa, Mi, Ko, Jie, and everybody around me who had molded and nurtured and filled my life till I become who I am today.

I want to continue to plunge myself in the surpassing greatness of Your knowledge.

Yes, thank You, JESUS!!!

Btw, this year wishes by:
1. My Dear Sis (while chatting in YM)
Then in Facebook, she wished again, "
2. Venny!!! (love u soo much...)
"Although I can't wish you a happy birthday in person, but I'll spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you. happy birthday in advance. hope your day to shine as everyday shud be"
3. Peng
4. Iswanto
"Hepi bedai 2 u.. Hepi bedai 2 u.. hepi bedai 2 julehaaaaaaa.. hepi bedai 2 u.."
(haha... ada ada jak.. very surprised..)
5. Amy HK
6. Barry
7. Joy
8. Ah Hu
"Happy Birthday. When I recover someday i'll pass u gift"
9. Maz, YP, Wati
(with bear2 n bracelet)
10. Muk
11. Brian
12. Jeevan
13. Siance
"Happy birthday! dah 25 tahun ya? wah, ga terasa dah 13 taon pertemanan kita. pasti semakin bijak, cinta Tuhan n memaknai hidup dengan kasih n Tuhan memberkatimu. btw hari ini rayain ama sapa? :) mat ultah ya, bln nov jd dtg?"
14. Rui Ping
"Happy birthday! thanks for being such a blessing to me. may e Lord bless you richly in every way n use you mightiliy for His glory.
15. Wulan
"Melalui pepohonan dan bunga di ladang, melalui ciptaan yang kecil & besar, kita melihat pemeliharaanNya yang penuh perhatian. Dia juga merancang n menciptakanmu n begitu mengasihimu. aku juga sangat mengasihimu.Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le, ing. Luph: wulan & cia2
New york skin slolution
16. Sheena
17. Pa & Mi
"Ing, selamat hari ulang tahun pa n mami sayang ing yang manis. Tuhan memberkati. GBU"
18. Janna
19. Yenny
20. Ci Henny
21. Kimmy
22. Mommy (again). (I called her after her operation ^^)
"Sheng ri kuai le.. cim cim (means kiss kiss, hehe..)"
23. Mat Ko
24. Bob
25. Cen
26. Evi
27. Tony Wong
28. Lidya Lee
29. Evian
30. Simon (Loop)
31. Wan Tien
32. Kimmy (again, this time she called me)
33. Koko
34. Ci Lia
35. Junia
36. Xiao Ming
37. Antonio
38. Winny Januarti
39. Paskalia
40. Sarwo
41. Antonius Lonyon
42. Chui Li
43. Miki
44. Cindy Poh
45. Faith Chen

And, these are some of the birthday-related moment:

16 Aug '09 - Celebrating with Agape, together with Barry (16), Yew Ling (19) and Sheena (22)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Theme of the year (2009/2010)

So, it's tomorrow... yeah.. tomorrow is my Birthday..
While I was thinking of the theme for this year this morning, had to admit that I had failed my last year theme quite badly ("To serve and not be served"). By all the frustration in works and sharing house n room with so many different personality and lifestyle people, I think I kinda lost that joy of serving people. If I'm to assess myself, I'm afraid I have become so calculative, unsincere, and had a lot of irritated feelings. But I believe, it has got to do with my spiritual condition also. (I seek your forgiveness, oh Lord, for this past year of ungodly and unpleasing-You life.

So, I guess my this year theme will be "Knowing God". Yes, I really need to! And it's totally NOT 'knowing about God' oo... Dear, God... I really want to know You, more each day. Pls help me to understand what I read, and to really live it out in my life, and not only as a head-knowledge. I believe, yes I believe.

Jer 29:13-14a
"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity."

Proverbs 8:17
"I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me."

Plus, gotta make good of my failed "To serve and not be served", too.. heiya.. so.. jia you ooo... ^^

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Journey to the East :D

I wonder how many people in Singapore would do this; staying in the west already, working in the west, and still working in the west, but purposely finding a place in the east to move.. haha.. Well, many people stay in the east and work in the west (like Bren and Chee Boon) and vice versa. But it's totally a different story. They are staying in their own house, so they can't just simply move house in order to be near to their workplace, which is always temporary. But we.. (err, I, if not all of us).. I/We purposely go and find places in the East (because Central is too expensive).
Last nite, on the way back from Bedok Reservoir, the more I thought of it, the more I felt very funny and unbelievable and... kinda shameful to tell my colleagues, frens, cousins, etc, if I'm really moving (though actually, we don't have to feel embarrased, it's our freedom! haha...). Well, you know, their reaction will be things like "Whatt?? R u kidding? R u crazy? Xiao ar you? Ciak pa bo se co... bla bla bla..." hahaha... So I was telling Den n pho that if we are really moving, I'll just keep quite until the time when they find out by themselves, haha...

Anyway, before I continue with my story of last night and tonight, actually my idea of moving to East is because of this:
1. First of all, we want to move. Else, we would be comfortable enough to stay on here. Why move? First, we are not very happy with the other two housemates (especially that one). Second, Pho's mum is here, and there's no enough space here, so it actually adds up the urgency of us finding a new place.
2. Since we want to move, and since our church (me and Den), cell group and community is there in the East, and since we already have intention to change job, why not move closer to church and community and hope to get a job somewhere in Central or East?
3. By moving to East, it's much more feasible for me to join more or be involved more in Church activities and ministries. I remember very well my hesitation to decide to join Church choir (because of where I stay), though after some struggle, I decided to join (by the strong calling to serve God through the gift/talent that He has given me, and by the faith that God will take care of the rest of my needs, be it time and place to stay).
4. When guests are staying at our place, by staying at Boon Lay, it really makes us only reach home very very late after the "jalan-jalan", because of the travel distance.
5. We have breathed enough of West air (quoting from Hock Chye ^^). East air is really undeniable fresherrrr..

So... Pho, Den, Silvy and I, plus Pho's mum...
We started with a unit in Kallang. Quite like it. Owner asked for 2.2K, we requested for 1.8K, but owner could only lower to 2K, and we couldn't take it. Out... (quite disappointed)
The next day, we went to view an executive maissenate flat at Bedok Reservoir which was fabulous... A very spacious windy 2-storey nice view flat with ask price of 2K negotiable. Can you imaginee??? We (Pho, Silvy and I) were sooo tempted by it and 'xin yang yang' for the whole night. But, it's quite far. 10 minutes bus-ride to Bedok Interchange. The agent also didn't put any hope on us, knowing that 3 of us work in the west. So we kinda didn't pursue it and slowly the 'xin yang yang' died off, haha... That was about 3 or 4 weeks ago.
After that I was busy with Amy, Evian and Cindy's visit, so no house viewing for 2 weeks.
Last Saturday, Pho and I started viewing again, 2 unit at Paya Lebar. Both are 2+1+1, with 2 bedrooms and 1 utility room. Not interested at all, very small unit, quite a distance for walking to MRT stn, and still priced at 1.8K.
I started feeling tired and sick of viewing house. It is really not fun at all, especially if you reach to those small and old unit. (except the Bedok Reservoir one lor, very different feeling, haha..)
Monday (replacement of National Day Public Holiday), Pho and I started circling on newspaper again. Tuesday Deni called those circled, and made 2 viewing appointments on that night after work. Both units are at Bedok, and this time we had perfect attendance (Pho, I, Silvy, Deni - without Pho's mum)
Before going, I was praying that if any of the units are the one from God, may God give all of us the uniformity of feeling towards the house, that we will all 'like' the house.
We reached the first unit, was ok, with new aircon, but quite an old house with old furniture, and just not bright n fresh. I was so so with it, but Silvy disliked it pretty much.
Proceed to second unit, block 90. Despite of the outside which I felt a bit 'terpencil', dark, with construction going on, the inside of the house was quite nicely redone, with kinda big bedrooms. But, agent sticked to 2K. Plus it's not that we like it very much, so we decided it's a NO.
However, before that, after viewing the two units, suddenly, Silvy mentioned bout the one in Bedok Reservoir (Blk 725). My first respond was, "aiyahh.. sure taken one lah... so nice house with so good price, who don't want??" Then, after nini nana here n there a bit, while having our bak chor mee at blk 85 market, we decided to give Francis (the agent) a call. So, I called. "Hi Francis, Julia here, we viewed the unit at Bedok Reservoir Rd, remember?", and surprisingly, he remembered us very well. I continued, "is it taken already?". Even more surprisingly, "No, it's not taken yet." My eyes were opened big to show my surprise to the 3 of them. "I understood you were saying 2K negotiatable, can pls ask owner if it can be 1.8K?". Francis agreed and asked this again, "Are you guys serious? Have you carefully thought of the distance?", haha...
And... more more surprisingly, owner OK with that price, plus our request for TV and additional beds and mattrass. We were shocked, didn't know how to respond. Really, because we were actually just try try only, thinking that it's very impossible that it'll still be available.
Before calling, we had concern that Deni hasn't seen the house. And guess what, Francis offered us to view once more.. hey.. it's him to offered, we didn't ask for it, okayyy...
So, we went.. at 10pm, haha.. crazy women...
(Nevertheless, from the moment we were thinking to call Francis, I had kept on been praying in my heart)
Francis said, should be ok, but will confirm again the next day (which is today), because the husband of the owner had slept.
But it's like kinda confirmed already. On that night, I was kinda sad.. haha... it's not that I don't want to move to there lor.. I want... but just very sad, thinking of how I have to wake up so early in the morning to start work at 8am in Bukit Batok. But also hesitant to say NO.
It's on the way back (in the cab), that I felt everything was very funny, and we're a bit crazy, haha...

Today, I was too occupied by work in the office and no space n time to feel anything or to think about this matter at all. In midst of it, Deni informed that Francis told us that owner is OK with price n requests, and asking us to send him our particulars so he can do the contract. AArrggghh... how r we supposed to reply??? So we kept quiet, haha...

And, you must hear this silly thing that Pho and I did. It's my idea, though, haha...
After work, we actually took the MRT to Bedok, then bus to Bedok Reservoir, in order to try to take the express bus 506 to Jurong East, haha...
This is what I get:
Office to Clementi (Bus): $0.91 (10 mins)
Clementi to Bedok (MRT): $1.07 (36 mins)
Bedok to 'Home' (Bus): $0.69 (10 mins)

And after that, guess what... Bus 506 from 'Home' to a bus stop just before the turning to Bukit Batok St 23 only takes about 40 mins. From that bus stop, I can take 189 (1 stop) to infront of office, or just walk 10-15 mins to office. Yes, it takes longer than now, but now is 10 mins walk to MRT stn, MRT to Jurong East, change train to Bt. Batok, walk to bus interchange, wait for bus, bus to office, cross the road to reach office. Pls compare it to: take bus from in front of house, sit in the bus for 40 mins, take another bus to infront of office or just walk to office.

So for me, the result of this trial is a Haleluya, hehe... Totally a different feeling with last night.
And because Pho and Deni were still considering, I asked Francis whether it's ok if we get back to him in details on Saturday. He just said OK and will draft to us the contract thingy for us to see first. Hey... I mean, where can u find such a flexible, nice to talk, cin cai, helpful agent??? Just totally different with the rest of the agents that we met.
The more I thought of it, the more I thought it's really a grace.

God, thank You for bringing and leading us through... all the way til this stage. We still want to surrender everything into Your mighty hands, trusting You only, and not at all on ourselves. Pls show us Your way, and Your will... And help us to understand and obey. In precious Christ Name, Amen!

Friday, August 7, 2009

When birthday is coming soon...

Yesterday, while walking home, suddenly felt so sad n blue. Birthday is coming soon. 25 years old already, just a few more blinks of eyes to reach 30.
"What have I done???" and "What am I doing now???"
Nothing, except sustaining live.

Ooohh... Noo... It's not supposed to be just this!!! :((

Still single, parents are yet to 'fang xin'... 'n still can't accept the fact and dunno why I have to be living far from my family.

Father... yes, I know You've been giving me all the best and those blessings in my life, and I am so thankful of my life, being born in this family, being in my communities from time to time, the churches, the workplaces, the countries, etc... But, I just feel very guilty, useless, destine-less... Still lost n not knowing where I'm supposed to be, but I want to trust in You, Lord... Yes, trust in You!

Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
(Psalm 139:23)

Amy, Evian and Cindy visit

30 July - 03 Aug 2009

Just a little bit of background. Amy, Evian, Cindy and I, we actually knew each other through the long closed down SOP BBS forum. Since, we still kept in touch via email n messenger once in a while. Amy and Evian the Hongkies, Cindy the Malaysian, and I the Indonesian. Never expected that we would actually meet face to face :)
Last year, Cindy came to attend SOP event and stayed in my room. That's how we for the first time met face to face.

This year, Cindy and I cancelled our plan of going to HK for SOP Asia Tour this year. Instead, we asked Amy why not she come, and she really considered that. Not only that, when I asked her to ask Evian whether she wanted to join, Evian also considered.. what a 'wow'!
And... it really happened. They came!

And I didn't expect that I would enjoy and had as much fun as I did. It had really become a wonderful memory for me. Started with the preparation of their itenary, the excitements, etc... and all the fun n laughter that they brought in our midst. I really thank God for them and for that days. They really brightened up my days. And how God lead all our activities, gave us good weather, and especially this amazing n unique friendship, really made me 'gan dong' (terharu). Thank You, Father... for such a sweet n wonderful melody that You've added up into this song of my life...

And here's some of the moments:

(Photo session)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Lesson learned for a "delayer"

Pa got to know that Chiung Lin suk was badly ill (cancer) and kind of isolated himself and his wife here in Singapore. Nobody was allowed to meet him or know where he is, not even his relatives.
Somehow pa got his phone number from his uncle. I tried to call once, his wife answered very reluctantly n said Chiung Lin suk didn't want to be disturbed.
Pa tried to call to, and same result.

Pa really wanted to visit him, knowing that he must be very lonely. Thus, asked me to try to find out the address from the phone number.

Well, I did try to find in library, and ask a few ppl if they have residents yellow pages and to no result.
However, I must admit, I hadn't put enough effort, didn't really realize the urgency, until... last nite, pa told me that Chiung Lin suk had just passed away.
I could just pause with a heavy heart.. sad.. regret.. for both Chiung Lin suk and Pa. "I should have acted faster and more seriusly", that's the first thing came to my mind. It really saddened me :(( and I felt very very bad... Said sorry to Pa, but I really wish that I had found out the address sooner.

I have realized many times that I am such a "delayer", in many things... Those usually are things that tho delayed, but still can be done. This time, it really tells me that there are a lot of things that once it's gone, IT IS GONE! no more chance to do... (same applies to that relationship issue I had)

So... I must really really not delay things that I have to do anymore, especially if it's the prompt from Holy Spirit... Oh God... help me.. I don't want to become a "delayer" anymore...

"A lot of 'yi han' (regret) that we could have chosen not to have..."
--> this is the status in my Facebook today.

Good Bye, Chiung Lin Suk... I've seen your many good works when you're living in this world (those that I saw during my childhood, which pretty much affected my passion towards mission). And I believe, you're now enjoying the crown n privileges with our Father in Heaven. See you... I really wish that Pa and I had visited you before you left...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Pilpres 2009


I'd just voted,here in kbri in singapore

Friday, June 26, 2009

Michael Jackson left

Btw, Michael Jackson died today (last night, I think) of cardiac arrest (heart attack). Well.. I'm not a big fan of him.. but it's indeed a big shock for the world.
Good bye, MJ! (1958 - 2009)

Friday, January 23, 2009

Small 'incident' before going home...

Tomorrow is the day... yeah... going home for CNY. Since few months, my excitement was climbing higher and higher as the day of going home approaching. It's been the most exciting and the most "I looked forward to" one ever since I started to be away from home, for study and for work. This time for me is also a 'going home' which I can go with confident (after feeling so 'useless' for mum and dad for few years. Well, just in recent months I think I was being 'healed' and 'freed' from all my unconfidence, sense of unacceptance and my bondage of performance.


I started counting down the days to going home... until... that day of 'argumenting' with ce.I was deeply hurt, saddened, and discouraged. All my excitement of going home which already reached 100% of the graph suddenly dropped to 0%. Not because I'll be seeing Ce, but may be mostly because all my confidence and happiness of thinking I'm pleasing and happying Pa & Mi were just crashed and wasshed off. It had almost brought all the bondages which are already in process of recovering back to my life. But thank God... God's with me all the time, He'll not let that happen. One day after the 'quarrel' (which was yesterday) was really miserable for me. But I know, God was holding me tightly. Even today, thinking that I'll be going home tomorrow still make me feel a bit nervous and weird, but I'm happy... yeah, no performance needed... I just want to be home to see my family, to be with Pa and Mi..


And, another thing, once again I am reminded that I really can do nothing to earn love and acceptance. It's a grace and blessing. Be it to God, or to my loved ones, if I try to please them, it's purely out of my love to them, no to earn acceptance, love, or whatever. Yeah... I'm sorry God, for all my arrogance and proud. If Pa & Mum loves me, accept me, be proud of me, delight in me, etc... it's not at all by my might or what I do, but it's all by your love. Ya, once again I'm really reminded. Thank You, Holy Spirit...

So, Xin Nian Kuai Le... Xin Nian Mong En...

Ps. I'm going home tomorrow.. with mission and burden to love my family, especially koko.
Ssst... God... Please let my family know how I love them, and how the mean so much to me... (Especially Pa & Mi)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas...

Holiday, not in office, means no internet. So, I'd better clear up everything that I wanna do which requires internet connection.

So... Merry Christmas, Jia Yun.. (haha... don't think there's anyone out there reading my blog, so I'm the only reader).

Today work half-day, 7 more minutes then I can leave office. But still not knowing what to do after this. How to celebrate my 1st Christmas in Singapore. (Had been thinking about it since a month ago, and been thinking hard since last night, but still haven't manage to get any idea, hm...). Feel a bit blue, or lonely, or weird? ... err bit hard to describe. May be just "bu xi guan" bah... All this while, Christmas had been meaning "church events, ministries" (back at homechurch in Singkawang), and even past 2 years, though I was not in Skw, 2006 was in Jakarta, was busy with our cellgroups' Pantomim, 2007 in Kuching Ling Liang Church, arranging the program for the celebration (was a exhausting and frustrating one, but meaningful).

This year, suddenly become an 'idle' year for me, haha... I love the Christmas atmosphere here, though... Orchard Road.. yeah... I like it... The joyous season is really felt everywhere.. with the lightings, decorations, musics, carol floats everywhere.. wewwwhh... was there with Den, Pho, Julianto, Wayan, Silvy last Saturday.
But just... yeah... next year need to be 'busier', haha...

But anyway, thank You Father for this year... I can fully enjoy myself, in a country which has fabulous Christmas, and most importantly, all the abundant graces that You've been supplying me with along the year.

I miss home, miss Papa and Mommy... But I know, they are close in my heart, and so am I, close in their hearts. (This early in the morning, once I woke up, already received a Christmas wish sms from Pa ^^)

Ok... after this, I'll go home first, rest for a while, then go out to get Deni's birthday present (may be with Tony), then at night will be at Orchard Road with Rachel and Julianto.

Merry Christmas....

And new year resolution?? hm.. God... please show me Your revelation ^^

Bao Bei,
Jia Yun

Friday, December 19, 2008

Lucky Draw ^^

Last nite we had a company casual Bowling, Karaoke & Dinner night, at SAFRA Mount Faber. Quite a nice place, more than I expected :) And guess what... I won the 13th lucky draw prize ($50),haha... If i'm not mistaken, that would be my 1st time winning a lucky draw prize, haha.. and oh ya.. it was my first time bowling too.
Bowling...
Here's my happy face...
Singing "Hero" ^^
My boss, Mr. Fong Ah Kiew & wife
My boss, Mr. Tony Foo & wife
Drawing of the Lucky Draw 1st prize by baby Irfan.. so sweet ^^
And here's the recipient, with her son
I'm so glad that Cheng Cheng got it. A tough single mother whom we all love. And, it was her son's (A Shan) birthday.

God... You love them, I know. I love them too..







Monday, May 14, 2007

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day...
Hm... First time 'treat' mum a dinner for Mother's Day, felt so great... Thanks God for this opportunity. Mum was here since Friday for the ministry in Ling Liang though she was not the one who preach this morning, but her friend coming from Singapore (Ou Ling yi yi) was. Spent a great time with mum and the rest of them. Saturday, after office, went for lunch with them, then taught the children choir. They didn't do very well, i felt so sorry that i got angry with them. But after that apologized to God. Then went to see some resort in Santubong and Damai, and ended with a seafood dinner at Palm Garden. After that, went to Saberkas, had a car ride with Hok ko.. then teh tarik in Water Front.. Yummyyyy... :D
One more time, God reminded me.. "It's not by my might and ability" The children did quite badly the day before, but after the prayer, this morning they did very well in the choir. We had a little, but meaningful celebration of mother's day.

On Friday itself, was strengthen by mum's sharing in the prayer meeting. God... I really want to be like mum. For I know, that's how you want me to be. I'm still very far away from that stage, from that pure heart and integrity in serving you.But I know, it's all by Your Grace.

Mum... I know all your hardships, deeds, and perseverence. Thank You for never give up on me. Thank You God, for this parents of mine... It's really a great grace being their daughter.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

1st Chinese New Year in Jakarta

Supposed to greet everyone Happy Chinese New Year (not too late still, huh?) This' the first year 'really' being away from 'home' for CNY. Well.. though not being in Skw for CNY twice, but it was in Kg. Jering (Grandma's house), so still 'my home' right? ^ ^ This time in sister's house. It was really a different CNY, didn't really feel the 'Qi Fen' of CNY. It was just like the other ordinary days. New Year Eve, missed Dad & Mum, home, Skw, and Ipoh so much.
But 1 glad thing is that I could spend my CNY with 'ministry' still. (for me, to serve in God's field is a "priviledge"). Played keyboard in both KU1&KU2, felt so good. Then came home, though everybody's left to relatives' house, I felt so OK. Yep, that's the meaningful life. Then, still manage to join them to people's house, got some angpaos..haha... thanks God.. for His great providence.. then at nite, went out with those 'wifes' (my sis, peng, ci lia, yen) haha... learned a lot from them, for my future of course ^ ^
Then on the next day, went to Sian Ce's house in Jemb. 5 with Sand. (Thanks a lot, Sand.. I had a great time). After that, chatted with him for quite a while... about life... about 'our' life. Seems that we have so many similarities in 'treating' life, and sometimes it included Deni as well. Den, Sand, and me.... the 'similar' creatures of God... haha... But through the conversation, many things that suddenly just popped out on my mind, of the things and the blessings I learned/get during the 'process'. Thank You, God.. Thank you, Sand.. for reminding me of many positive things.

By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me — a prayer to the God of my life.
(Psalm 42:8)