Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Just a confession about my... tongue...

Suddenly I realized, that recently, I not only lack of love n mercy towards others, but also have been using a lot of condemning words... Just a very simple example, last nite when I talked about A&C, Deni asked what A&C means? And before I told her the answer, I said, "Wah.. Den, how long have you been in Agape, n u don't know this term?". Why must I add this condemning sentence? It was not necessary at all!!! Oh Yun, you really gotta watch out your not only attitude, but also tongue!Hm.. thank You, Holy Spirit, for reminding me of this... And God, please keep me...

Looks like God's really molding me to be purer to be involved in His works... n reminding me of how a bad person I can be, if it's not by His grace, mercy and love.. So, yeah... if I can love God, serve God, have desire to know, love, n serve Him, it's really not by might... It's not about me at all... but it's all about God!

Monday, April 27, 2009

Only because He's worthy!

Next week is the commencement of the "Blessing Campaign" of BBTC.
During that Sunday service worship, this song ministered so much to me, encourage me, urge me, and caused my spirit to be so lifted up n full of desire to give and live my life for God as I take part in this "Blessing Campaign", blessing as many people as I can. I was so inspired to start living proactively, blessing others in tangible ways. (And I got an idea to make cards with my name n phone number on it to be given away to everyone who I bless, so anytime, they can contact me again to know more about Jesus... Jesus, I submit this plan n desire of mine into your mighty hands)
Especially when we reach the "Worthy" part, I was so deeply convicted that all that I'm gonna do in serving Him, it's for none other reason, but bcause He's worthy... Yes, He's worthy!

"Alabaster Jar"
(By Zach Neese)
Intro:
G D/F# Em C
Verse 1:
G
This alabaster jar
D/F#
is all I have of worth
Em7
I break it at Your feet, Lord
C
It's less than You deserve
G
You're far more beautiful
D/F#
More precious than the oil
Em7
The sum of my desires
C
and the fullness of my joy!
PreChorus:
Em7
Like You spilled Your blood,
C Em7
I spill my heart as an offering
D
to my King
Chorus:
G D/F#
Here I am, take me
Em7 C
As an offering
G D/F# Em7
Here I am, giving every heartbeat
C G
For Your glory take me
Verse 2:
The time that I have left
is all I have of worth
I lay it at Your feet, Lord
It's less than You deserve
And though I've little strength
And though my days are few,
You gave Your life for me
So, I will live my life for You
Bridge:
G
Worthy, Worthy
D
You are worthy
Em7 C
Worthy is the Lord (repeat as desired) (sing simultaenous with Chorus)

Wu Liao

I've concluded, being with you is so 'wu liao'... feels unappreciated... a waste of time...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Someone...

This was actually drafted in my handphone a while ago (Feb 09) Only know I manage to write it here, in my blog ^^

Someone who accepts and loves me for who I am...

Someone I can sing together with...
Someone I can paly music together with...
Someone I can have devotion together with...
Someone I can pray together with...
Someone I can worship together with...
Someone I can serve together with...
Someone I can do charity together with...
Someone I can be passionate together with...


Someone who's so kind, generous, loving and caring to not only me, but also my whole family...
Someone who's so dear to not only me, but also my whole family, especially my parents...


Someone whom I really really want and wish to live the rest of my life with...

These I ask, Oh God... the lover of my soul n my life....
And I ask for a relationship full of romance, memories... together we glorify and serve the Lord...


(It sounds bit 'muluk-muluk', I know... But my God's sooo good... He allows me to ask, and He says that I shall receive... My God is soo good, He loves me so much that He wants me to be happy, that He wants to grant me the desire of my heart... Yes, God... I believe! I believe!)

John 16:24
"Until now you have not ask for anything in My Name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."


John 15:7
"If you remain in Me, and My Words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you."


^-^

My wish for my 'relationship to be' was pretty much impressed by TMC & BC's relationship. So sweet... admirable... :)

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Pa... Mi... I Miss You!

Mon, 20 April 09 10pm

Pa... Mi... I miss you so much...
I wish I could see you everyday... I wish I could be with you and take care of you everyday... I wish... I wish... I wish... And I really want it!!!

The more I think, the more I'm saddened... About 10 more years, Pa will be in his 80s. Say during this period, I go home once a year, I'll only see them 10 times during that 10 years. And I deeply surely know very well, 10 years pass very very fast... No!!! I can't let that happen... God... I don't wanttt!!! God... can u please open a way for me???

(I cried badly while taking shower just now) I want to see Pa and mi everyday... I want to stay with them... I want to see them everytime I come back from work. But how???

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Susan Boyle (2) - "Who am I to let them down?"

It’s been quite a weekend for BGT sensation Susan Boyle.
The 47 year-old singer, who delighted everyone with her powerful performance of I Dreamed A Dream from Les Mis on Saturday’s show, hasn’t let stardom go to her head.

Instead she turned up for church as usual on Easter Sunday morning, reportedly receiving rapturous applause from her friends in the congregation.

She said, “It was incredible. Although we sing in church not a lot of them know how good I was, so it was a bit of a shock for them”.

“Everyone is very nice and it’s lovely when all the kids stop me in the street to congratulate me.”

Many of the churchgoers know Susan well – but for different reasons. Currently unemployed, the singer devotes a lot of time doing community work on the church’s behalf.

She told us, “I like to help out where I can and I mostly do voluntary work. I help out the elderly, stuff like that. And I visit people in hospital. I’ve been doing that for a year and a half now”.

It’s been a tough time for Susan, who now lives alone in her childhood home following the death of her 91 year-old mother, Bridget, in 2007.

But Susan’s positive attitude - as well as her desire to keep busy - has kept her spirits up.

She told us, “A lot of things can happen that have been really sad and you’ve got to cover it up. You either laugh or you’d greet (cry). And we’d all be greeting, that would be a terrible mess”.

“Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry alone. I don’t intend to be alone for long”.

Judging by the many messages of support on this website, Susan has millions of new friends and fans out there, for starters. And the people of West Lothian are certainly behind her all the way!

She smiled, “The whole village is cheering me on. West Lothian would wish me well, I hope, that is the kind of community it is”.

“And I will be doing my best. Before I left, they told me, 'If you can behave yourself and stop your carry on, you will do well. You can sing okay'”.

“Who am I to let them down?”

Susan Boyle (1)

"It went down a bomb," says delighted Susan...
When Susan Boyle bounded onto the Glasgow stage there weren’t many in the three thousand-strong audience that gave her a chance of being any good.

When she informed the crowd that she wanted to be a singer like Elaine Paige the judges raised their collective eyebrows and the audience burst into uproar and laughter.

First impressions, as Amanda Holden later pointed out, can be wholly misleading, and when Susan finished her rendition of I Dreamed A Dream she looked into the audience to discover nobody was laughing at her anymore.

“When I opened my mouth and began to sing I won over my doubters. Being on that stage and being on the other end of that reception was absolutely fantastic. It went down a bomb".

Giggling and bashful, she remembered her standing ovation, saying: "As soon as everyone stood up I was thinking, there must be fivers underneath that seat. There must have been money somewhere – especially for the judges to do it. Piers Morgan as well"!

"I was pole-axed with joy when I came off.”

And recalling what the judges told her, Susan smiled again. "“The judges’ comments were wonderful; they made me feel like I can actually achieve something."

"Piers Morgan said he’d like to see a lot more of Susan Boyle. Amanda, she wasn’t very sure to begin with, but she changed her mind. She said all 'I can say is just 'wow''. Simon just laughed. He’s a good guy, him".

In fact, there are rumours that Simon and Susan have since chatted about the possibility of a much dreamed-of record deal.

Susan grinned, "The goal is to get out there, make a record, and hopefully make other people happy.”

But the ultimate wish for Susan is to be accepted by people as a performer.

“If that happens,” she smiles with a twinkle in her eye, “I’ll be one happy lady!”

12 April 2009
(http://talent.itv.com/news/story/item_100062.htm)

By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me — a prayer to the God of my life.
(Psalm 42:8)